It's been awhile since I have posted anything here so thought I had better write something to let everyone know that I am still here and still kickin it as the saying goes... HA-HA!!!  As some know I have moved my family back to Marion, the girls are so happy to be back on home turf where they know things and yes I know that it put us in line of running into *IT* but I am a big girl and can handle things better than I could a year ago.  Anyway...there is a new love in my life and he is great and different from any other guy that I have ever been with and it is total blowing me away that he is like the guy that has always been in my dreams...WOW!!

No he isnt Pagan but he understands why I am and is alright with it and has even attended a ritual with us already!!! To those who feared that I would do something stupid like up and move far far away no, but who knows I may move yet just not as far away as you think.....  The Goddess holds many surprises for us especially the ones we lest expect and those are the ones that can really blow you away............. I am anxiously waiting to see what the next step is in the journey she has planned for me and mine.  Blessed Be to all my friends and family out there.  To those who I left on a sour note...I still think of you and not in a bad way..you talked and I did listen!!!!

I am sooo happy to be who I am and where I am right now. Yep there are a couple of areas where I am in confusion right now..BUT..it will all work out and things will be great!!!  I have awesome friends who are here for me no matter what and have my back..truly have my back..not looking for anything in return.  They accept me for who I am and do not expect me to change in anyway or leave any friends behind for any reason...that is real friendship.  Yep life is good and changes are happening all around me, but I am able to take them as they come and all is well.  Goddess be praised for bringing me to where I am now and for the continuing lessons I learn everyday!!!  Blessed Be!!!!!

Havn't updated in awhile...things have been happening and changes ocurring.  Our lives are going thru many cnahges now, moving to a new place in with a friend of mine and her kids. We are working together to help each other out of the drought we are in.  I have made some major decisions in my life and there are some folks that don't like those all I can say is.....it's my life and I will live it as I choose!!!!! The Goddess has aided in the direction we are going and I am happy with it!! Blessed Be to everyone......

I have always wanted to know more about the herbs we use and be more hands on with them. Well I have been given that chance thanks to my coven sister (hp). She has herbs all ready to be harvested and dried, unfortunately she is on the edge of surgery so, she came by last nite and showed me how to work with them. So my next few days will be working with these different herbs and figuring out which is which!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank goodness for books with pictures to help identify what is what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish me luck ya'll in keepin it all straight in my head!!!! huuuuuuuuhhh!!!!!!!!!!!(as I laugh nervously) Blessed Be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have you ever heard the saying just when I got the ends to meet someone moved them??? or something to that fact. Well it seems that there is ever an on going time of change happening around me and it leaves me in never ending wonder at what will happen next. Many things that have happened  have answered questions that I put forth to my Lord and lady and this I thank them ever so much for, because these have come around at a time so that I have not allowed myself to be deeply attached and therefore deeply hurt. I do know that tomorrow is another day (to coin another phrase) and that life will hold even more wonder and amazment for me. Those who may have thought that they have cause great distress for me, well, all I can say is...I am sorry, but it has not worked I am fine and grow stronger everyday!! I am not here in isolation away from friends these are closer than ever. Both in the mortal realm and spiritual oh yes!!!!! Blessed Be to all my friends and family and Happy Thanksgiving to you all!!!!!!!!!!